Yes, I know i've just been messing around with comments and been more dead lately. Ever since my first Deviation, my work here has been dead, and i've gotten affiliation requests and "Can I Join?" requests, but now things are finally picking up. I've invested $75 into a graphics tablet which is on its way to me as I speak. A nice one too, I know i'm going to suck pretty bad at first, but because I put so much into it, i'm going to get all the use I can out of it. It's been a long time since I even tried much to draw. Possibly sometime i'll scan my older works that I used to be a bit proud of, back when I was actually trying to improve my drawing, well i'm at it again, but because I will be drawing to a medium with unlimited pages, there's a lot of space for me to keep messing up, and a lot of space for me to improve. So I plan to get good at actual art and pixel art too which probably isn't very possible with a tablet, lol. I will try to balance a decent amount of time between my art and the many other things i'm teaching myself such as the Japanese language and learning some programming languages such as C++, PHP, etc. 3d modelling is another skill i'm trying to learn, and so is circuitry, in some of these skills, such as the last one named, I don't intend to become a professional or anything, but I want to rank high up there where I can put these abilities to use. Anything I have an interest in I want to learn or specialize in, and as much work as all the things I name sounds, somehow i'm inspired to go all the way. IRL things haven't been going so well in some ways, but i've had enough, and I refuse to let anyone get in my way and stop me from accomplishing all this. These people mostly are known by me in the real world, the sad thing is most of these people are family. Even my own sister (who I know in real life) has insulted the things i'm working towards. I sometimes wonder if people become jealous that I have the energy and the inspiration to do so many things. I've estimated that i've been messed with and mostly unhappy for the past 275 days or so. But as I said, nothing will stop me. HAHAHAHA *insane laugh*. Hm. Maybe I am insane, but hopefully this insanity will benefit me, because I don't know what pushed me to such lengths. If anyone has any suggestions for an efficient and quick way to make up for lost time, i'm up for suggestions. Otherwise i'll probably make another entry if I feel confident enough to submit my trash, oh, sorry, I meant to say artwork, lol.

By the way, for those people wanting to "join". I will hopefully work on a way for that to be possible, hopefully even a PHP script that can take a lot of the work load off of me having to validate e-mails for the main site. Those were the days, having to process every registration by hand. Hopefully all that I have been wanting to do for the past several years can finally be accomplished.